When your aunt decides to dress you like a girl, when you were younger...does that make you a sissy?

From age six until i was thirteen, my aunt use to be my babysitter. Sad though it is...it is also the truth. Everyone had always said i should have been born a girl, since my looks were too pretty for a boys. My aunt took this literally i guess, for she started making me wear panties, dresses, stockings, the works...everytime she babysitted. if i refuse or tired to fight against her i ended up with my butt busted until it was so red...it wasn't funny. I still remember my first feminine outfit, it was sunday and i was to wear it to church. It was a red velvet dress, with a white lace hem line, white panties with a pink floral print, white stockings and black buckle dress shoes. My hair was already shoulder length and she had decided to braid it in a more girly fashion. My friends what few i had laughed at me...and called me Justine. Though my aunt suggested my girly name would be Jessie. I am just curious does this make me a sissy even now? I admit i am confused about my own gender now at times and about my sexuality...but couldn't that just be because well *blushes* i am a virgin? I am so lost and confuse and any advice would be most appreciated at this time.